I feel I die...21 grams of soul

feels that something is running out of my body ... 

day-to-day... how can you live when your body is still shouting something. Sure you have those days where you don't see the meaning... I know, you can tell that it will pass .. disappear with time... but for me it takes months ... it's not depression, it's not typical grief ..don't know... 

is the cry of the soul...

can't describe...

If it were that simple...

I feel it in my veins, skin, bones...

but I have to tell you something .. I have massive support...

each of us has something that helps us .. for some it is family, friends, people ...

I will not tell you what helps me...  think most of you will be slightly confused... but it isn't a human... 

but this is the life? to still be under "someone's" wing?
in that case, I'll never be free...

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+Lord Guan 

I promised you to show you in this post pictures taken on the style of Harry Potter...  

in photography you can be anyone... 

Who do you want...  

Creating own world...

probably in the future I will do session like this...
a lot of fun behind the scene!  


boredom + self-timer = 

Today I was shooting my friend ... there is only one Finished.
Was taken in my basement .. this place is horrible! unless you like spiders, dust, cobwebs... 


My first thought of the movie:. "The Lovely Bones" 

glasses found in the woods... for photos all come in handy :)

Take Care friends! :) Thank's for following me on my facebook :)

Who has instagram? Invite all: http://instagram.com/lord_guan 

don't wanna dream...

 apologize for such a long break...

 (think I live in a different world) 

in this post I will not write about my emotional state...

 too much of it...

beautiful weather, lots of sunshine...and? completely forgot about my dog!!​​ :(
Now have some time and having fun with him! here's the proof! after a long walk... 

recently had an interview on the radio :) great experience! a few days later I did a course "How to master stress" (btw. don't know why I need such a course but ok... in class profile: "Photography" ^^) it would be handy. because the stress was huge! 
but I like it!

I talked about my inspirations, my blog and... how I started my adventure with photography... (good question)

PHOTOGRAPHY!! my friend loves "Game of Thrones" series. 
and he dreamed of picture with dragon :) 
So I taken! :) Here is the effect ^^

must tell you that I really like this photo ^^ 

Radek Bajon 

I'm still preparing for the photography exam...

 have a lot of topics. For all I want to take photo... 

and the next installment of the series: "the view from my window": 

Yesterday I did another photo shoot :) what a beautiful woman!  

 first photo shoot behind us... Time to take another!   

today with my friend (photo with a dragon) was taken another session on the style of Harry Potter ^^ 
but I will show you in the next post :) 

don't like to reveal everything... and so a lot of pictures today for one post!!!  :) it's weird for me :P

and photos from the walk :) I told you a million times that I love to walk :P 

taken by N.S :)  

    +Lord Guan

My friend is preparing for the matura exam. 
Subject: "The boundaries in art" woow!
why I didn't choose this topic? but.. I help him ^^ 
could have been talking and talking :) but need is an empty place without people...person you are talking about everything and the starry sky! 
I love these conversations!!!! I hope it's not just me as I do :P 
 +Lord Guan

I just assume an account on some website .. create LordGuan TV! haha! :) you can chat with me and see my face live! :)You shall be able to ask questions, criticize me, laugh with me, giving me some advice :) but it all soon :) 
until then can you go ahead and write on my page on facebook :)
Thanks for all message! 

Take Care! :) 

Different pulses

My life is like a wound I scratch so I can bleed

Regurgitate my words, I write so I can feed

And Death grows like a tree that's planted in my chest

Its roots are at my feet, I walk so it won't rest...



can't understand some things.. I don't listen my mind.. I don't listen my own thoughts... These are just thoughts ... 
They can kill. 
I never thought that the world is so difficult... Right now, I'm writing this post and feel bad...wrong... maybe it's the song in the background..may I want to write too much but I'm afraid...



That's it! I'm afraid...

nothing new... maybe this week I'll take some photo shot. 



btw. currently working on a photography project which is called
"Manipulation" 

I will also record a short video "They are watching me"
a lot of work ahead of me... 


send you a "short behind the scenes" video from my last photo session. Photography taken by my 15-year-old photographer.

Lord Guan 

Thank you all for 40.000 likes on facebook site.

What do you think about video chat? 

need to find a little more time and find good translator

and here's my gift from Ann :) Thank you so much! 

Lord Guan 

Take Care! 

Save my immoral soul

         

Soon I'm going to Prague! 

I hope that this place will inspire me... need this

Gracjan Majchrzak 

Calling out sins just to pass the time....

here's my photo from yesterday's photo shoot 

taken by my 15-year-old photographer :) 

Gracjan Majchrzak

life goes by in the blink of an eye... 

                       what's new?

new photos!!  Winter still has no intention to let go -.- 

and spoils my plans...

but unfortunately taken in the room.much more prefer the open air... but there is no choice... 

              pictures are not yet finished ^^ 

          so I will show you only a "test" picture

Today I was in the theater!  watch the performances.

my friends performed there. Presented "dance theater." feeling was amazing. I sat in the front row so I felt the show all by myself. by the way I took some pictures :)

sorry for the quality ..  but it was the first time I've taken pictures with such a light.. 

                          was really dark...

during my trip to Wroclaw (by train!) my friends and I met a woman/student... and she was great! She tried to read the book but she still laughed with our behavior. no wonder ^^

but the time spent on the train wasn't boring...

I have one picture of the train. 

hah! 

my friend and his offended face! 

Between

  Need To Be Born Again  


there is no other way

I can't tell you anything new. I recently got sick and for a while I sat at home. the worst thing that could happen to me...
but unfortunately we can't control these things. 

...watching cartoons, drank a lot of coffee, stood at the window, taking pictures and many other unnecessary things... 
What a life.

oh and watched movies with Angelina Jolie... don't know why... out of curiosity... can't remember the last time I watched a movie with her...must say: magnificent woman!

 Here a little dumpling

Outside the weather is getting better ... here is the proof: photo taken from my window. 

I know that probably in Your country this is normal view... but in Poland the sun is a treasure! especially after the terrible winter 

 can't show you the new pictures 
I actually had a little break ... I played only with my flash
This photos was taken in my room so... (couldn't smoke a cigarette) so I added a bit of editing .. I'm sorry but it was done so quickly as we can see the effect.

but I recognize more and more how to use my flash. 

One good thing I've done recently

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I took part in the protest... We fought for school :)  authorities wanted to close... so I've added the strength to fight! and took some photos!

my dog ​​also really wanted to be on my blog so I take him a picture and I promised him I'll add it :)

(he posed for picture)

so here is : Hogan-Borys-Bogdan-Kazimierz-Igor-BoB-Daria I :) 

Yours! TAKE CARE! 

Tell them... Impossible

Ghosts in the photograph never lied to me...

                        

I am convinced that this year will be a watershed year for me. 

Why? 

I'm going to buy everything I needed to do a photo studio...
and a new camera! This time I want to buy a professional equipment... I hope that my plans will come true... I bet a new website with my portfolio. but need some time.... create new portfolio!!! :O  now I'm going to work on a photo project ... my homework :P 
but I will not tell you anything more at the moment


I have to advertise a product :)
and I think I already know what it will be :) 

here's my baby 

and a new flash! (still do not know how to use it :/ 

Last weekend I spent with my amazing friends from my classes :) Now I spend EVERY WEEKEND away from home...  

                           Gracjan Majchrzak / Lord Guan 
yes I know... look like disco polo team... but of course everything was pre-planned :P 

and another humiliating photo  

I'm waiting on the outside will be warm... 

Then I'll take an "infinite number" photos! 

                            Gracjan Majchrzak 

and taken this weekend...not planned. 

here's my drunk friend (decided to swim in clothes)

use my flash first time :P 

and behind the scenes  from the session in the studio

if I have something new I will show you in the next post :)

Take Care friends!