Always know when to stop...

I don't know what to say first...

 recently I recorded part of my new video... 

I called it "The Cry Of The Soul"... why?

I want to show you my image of "fear", "anxiety", but I mean the internal state.... what's "going on" in my mind

(nothing is clear ) 

 This is a brief "picture" of what I always wanted to show...

 it can't be described in words...

I feel a great desire to create something... something that will help me to show what I can't say...

"The Cry of The Soul" 

The soul is our private part... I am not talking here about faith. I just want to show that everyone is different... and the "soul" is this element that clearly distinguishes us... soul can be everything for us...

rose is a one of the symbol of my videos. everything has own importance and it is part of what I am experiencing .. (and maybe you too)

+Lord Guan 

Here is a short trailer!(sounds like I recorded a great movie :P)

(you can you turn down the sound at the top of the screen)

 

btw I want to thank all of you who sent me your photo!

 I made a special collage :P You are all great!!! 

and here's me ^^ taken by N.S :) 

we made this photo in the middle of the night... wasn't planned .. but we wanted to do something :) 

we watched the various portfolios of the various model agencies :P and finally we took the camera and we walked around the house and take some photos ^^ 

and here new photo shoot... taken yesterday :) 

the weather was great...

 and finally photo with my own photographer!!! one and only!  

      Take Care friends! Have a nice week! :) 




 

I'm addicted...

I don't know if you know, but we have 45,000 likes on facebook!:)

still remember how I started to create my page :) it feels great! 

I plan to record a new video! Soon I will give a little preview... already have an introduction! :) 

I try to plan accordingly...  every scene, every shot...

Today I had a terrible evening... 

I didn't know that three beers can "kill me inside..." 

hah .. reminded me of the song "A Little party never killed nobody" :P in my village was a small party. I heard the music in my house... So I took my friends and I went to see what happens... 

it wasn't probably a good idea

  +Lord Guan 
so.. this time show you some photos taken a few days ago. 
recently I had some free time so I looked for some tutorials and I learned the simple editing... here's effect:

This was the first time with this kind of picture so many things are unprocessed... with time it will better and better... 

at least I hope so...

ROSE .. initial theme of my new Intro video... 

Now I need some rest after tonight... 

Have a nice week! 

and once again Thanks for all Your support!! 

Some things just make sense...

hope that you're all okay...

Now, when I wrote it in the outside sprinkles  a light rain... great atmosphere... with a coffee lying in bed and trying to write anything ... I want to provide you what I feel, I want to show you new pictures, video projects ... and much more.


if ever you asked yourself what you want to achieve in life?
if what you are doing is really needed... do it for yourself? life is not long ... but it gives us a chance to show yourself! in every way .. I think that you need to "fulfill"! I don't know if this is a good word... 
no matter who you are (what you do, how you work) it is normal that people working on it to make money .. in today's world, money is important ... but we must remember that we are still us! and while we have a chance we need to use it!


because I'm still looking for myself... I think/I believe! that someday I will find it and I will be satisfied in who I am...
want it with all my heart...

a lot of people say that love is the most important... 
and I have something to say...
love is important... but only true... each other are just "close friends" not that when "every week" we have someone new... it depends on what you want? You can try to indefinitely... 
and may finally that person prove that is this one, true person.


I think that love is growing gradually... we must first go through a simple "knowledge of a person" it's really a long process... but nothing is an obstacle ... 

Time is chasing us, yes, it's true... but if I have to be honest. I prefer to have a real love even for several years... just true love.. not fleeting...



I don't understand this world ... I don't understand people... their behavior...

nobody said it was easy... problems are forever! everyone makes mistakes, everyone!

why? because we are only human...

I hurt a lot of people...

I drank just one beer and  I want to write and write... STOP! 
___________________

some fresh pictures:

this girl finishes middle school soon... and  must admit, she is really pretty..

other

recently I was on a motorcycle show in 2013 in Wroclaw ...

 I taken some photos there too...

and a little suprice... Lord Guan with these beautiful ladies... taken by Thomas! :)

TAKE CARE!

Round'n round

Tell me how does it fell
To be so high..
Looking down here



Is it lonely? 

____________________________


I listen to Norah Jones... fell in love with her ​​album 
"Feels Like Home" from 2004... accidentally found on youtube :) 
I highly recommend! 

I have new photography! was the sun so why sit at home?! 
some of these was taken today...

N PHOTOGRAPHY 

I will not write anything ... I would gladly wrote the diary... but it will be a time for that.... I'll tell you all about me... and my approach to life... but not today... don't have the mood...  

I want to record a new video... still looking for a theme and inspiration... but I already have some images in my head :)

and this time I took a picture my manager 

(a person who knows everything and helps me build a community of "Lord Guan") 

 Nadia Skałecka 

             Take Care! 

I feel I die...21 grams of soul

feels that something is running out of my body ... 

day-to-day... how can you live when your body is still shouting something. Sure you have those days where you don't see the meaning... I know, you can tell that it will pass .. disappear with time... but for me it takes months ... it's not depression, it's not typical grief ..don't know... 

is the cry of the soul...

can't describe...

If it were that simple...

I feel it in my veins, skin, bones...

but I have to tell you something .. I have massive support...

each of us has something that helps us .. for some it is family, friends, people ...

I will not tell you what helps me...  think most of you will be slightly confused... but it isn't a human... 

but this is the life? to still be under "someone's" wing?
in that case, I'll never be free...

_____________________________________

+Lord Guan 

I promised you to show you in this post pictures taken on the style of Harry Potter...  

in photography you can be anyone... 

Who do you want...  

Creating own world...

probably in the future I will do session like this...
a lot of fun behind the scene!  


boredom + self-timer = 

Today I was shooting my friend ... there is only one Finished.
Was taken in my basement .. this place is horrible! unless you like spiders, dust, cobwebs... 


My first thought of the movie:. "The Lovely Bones" 

glasses found in the woods... for photos all come in handy :)

Take Care friends! :) Thank's for following me on my facebook :)

Who has instagram? Invite all: http://instagram.com/lord_guan 

don't wanna dream...

 apologize for such a long break...

 (think I live in a different world) 

in this post I will not write about my emotional state...

 too much of it...

beautiful weather, lots of sunshine...and? completely forgot about my dog!!​​ :(
Now have some time and having fun with him! here's the proof! after a long walk... 

recently had an interview on the radio :) great experience! a few days later I did a course "How to master stress" (btw. don't know why I need such a course but ok... in class profile: "Photography" ^^) it would be handy. because the stress was huge! 
but I like it!

I talked about my inspirations, my blog and... how I started my adventure with photography... (good question)

PHOTOGRAPHY!! my friend loves "Game of Thrones" series. 
and he dreamed of picture with dragon :) 
So I taken! :) Here is the effect ^^

must tell you that I really like this photo ^^ 

Radek Bajon 

I'm still preparing for the photography exam...

 have a lot of topics. For all I want to take photo... 

and the next installment of the series: "the view from my window": 

Yesterday I did another photo shoot :) what a beautiful woman!  

 first photo shoot behind us... Time to take another!   

today with my friend (photo with a dragon) was taken another session on the style of Harry Potter ^^ 
but I will show you in the next post :) 

don't like to reveal everything... and so a lot of pictures today for one post!!!  :) it's weird for me :P

and photos from the walk :) I told you a million times that I love to walk :P 

taken by N.S :)  

    +Lord Guan

My friend is preparing for the matura exam. 
Subject: "The boundaries in art" woow!
why I didn't choose this topic? but.. I help him ^^ 
could have been talking and talking :) but need is an empty place without people...person you are talking about everything and the starry sky! 
I love these conversations!!!! I hope it's not just me as I do :P 
 +Lord Guan

I just assume an account on some website .. create LordGuan TV! haha! :) you can chat with me and see my face live! :)You shall be able to ask questions, criticize me, laugh with me, giving me some advice :) but it all soon :) 
until then can you go ahead and write on my page on facebook :)
Thanks for all message! 

Take Care! :)