Space Is Only Noise

officially finished my set of photographs "Understatement"

feel a little lighter... I don't know if I could add something more... these 5 photograph perfectly illustrates my attitude to the subject which I undertook - suicide.

much better to have photographs close, on paper, not only on the computer .. today I sleep with them. 

I'm not sick.

few more days and break... 

not mean lying in bed all day, don't like it.

 more time to think. new projects. 

maybe I will visit England on this holiday. I will write formally on my facebook site. So if you are from the UK, be ready!!!

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Nicolas Jaar in the background... fantastic melody.

 I didn't plan to write today. 

but after the first song something came over me...

I will not write a lot. even today I have to describe my work. Tomorrow presentation.

 Three beers and I take the action! Hold on!

Private gravity...

all that's left undone

and it is precisely this moment when I need some repair...

“People come, people go – they’ll drift in and out of your life, almost like characters in a favorite book. When you finally close the cover, the characters have told their story and you start up again with another book, complete with new characters and adventures..."


give me a chance... from my new video... only a snippet... I still thinking...

"I'm the one that's got to die when it's time for me to die..."

Take Care! 
Thanks for 47.000 likes on facebook!  

I’ll drown...

what I did in the last days?
I've done a special photo shoot for my dear friend : 
Lara La Voe, who will soon release her second book! 
and I have to say! She is a perfectionist!!

She knows what she wants! and it was an honor for me to help her be a part of her work .. her vision...

Before I show you some pictures, a few words from Lara!

"FOREVER YOUNG"

She was born at dawn, when the first beam of the sun... which haven't gone out for her for thousands of years.
She saw everything - the beginning and the end, life and death.
Each world.
Birth and death of kings, queens.
She saw the end the power of antiquity.
She watched the fall of the French monarchy.
And end of period.
Preserved youth, but has rejected humanity.
Aurora, goddess, eternally young, in search her house, a country where the queen will be.
I have met Aurora years ago and I'll never forget the first one, a silent conversation, that look of wisdom, glances, in which the hidden history of the world. Her eyes lit a light in my heart, the light that does not go out, sometimes only smoldering, but it is still visible, still visible, still full of hope. Aurora is a country in which no visitors gloomy night ... this country dawn morning. It's natural forces: air, water, soft, subtle, and yet so powerful and indestructible.
Soon I will share with you the story of Aurora, but now, for the time being ... in the meantime ... admire her face. The face of a woman whose beauty will never fade, and eternal life will change the course of the world" 

Lara La Voe
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This day was special :) and I want to thank you with all my heart "Isztarin" who has meke wonderful make up and thanks for the beautiful model :)  
This is not the end... over time there will be more stuff :) 
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Eric Vaughn Tarriela Gariando won the competition for the best photo (of yourself)!! There are so many moments you can share with anyone... what a wonderful relationship! 
really like it! :)  

His photo: 

will write to him today! :) 

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and a photo taken a week ago...
haven't had a chance to show earlier... Radoslav! 

near future... hope that everything goes according to my plan! :)

but!! I guess you don't care... vacation! :P 
and probably you enjoy your free day :) 
be Careful friends! :) 

Always know when to stop...

I don't know what to say first...

 recently I recorded part of my new video... 

I called it "The Cry Of The Soul"... why?

I want to show you my image of "fear", "anxiety", but I mean the internal state.... what's "going on" in my mind

(nothing is clear ) 

 This is a brief "picture" of what I always wanted to show...

 it can't be described in words...

I feel a great desire to create something... something that will help me to show what I can't say...

"The Cry of The Soul" 

The soul is our private part... I am not talking here about faith. I just want to show that everyone is different... and the "soul" is this element that clearly distinguishes us... soul can be everything for us...

rose is a one of the symbol of my videos. everything has own importance and it is part of what I am experiencing .. (and maybe you too)

+Lord Guan 

Here is a short trailer!(sounds like I recorded a great movie :P)

(you can you turn down the sound at the top of the screen)

 

btw I want to thank all of you who sent me your photo!

 I made a special collage :P You are all great!!! 

and here's me ^^ taken by N.S :) 

we made this photo in the middle of the night... wasn't planned .. but we wanted to do something :) 

we watched the various portfolios of the various model agencies :P and finally we took the camera and we walked around the house and take some photos ^^ 

and here new photo shoot... taken yesterday :) 

the weather was great...

 and finally photo with my own photographer!!! one and only!  

      Take Care friends! Have a nice week! :) 




 

I'm addicted...

I don't know if you know, but we have 45,000 likes on facebook!:)

still remember how I started to create my page :) it feels great! 

I plan to record a new video! Soon I will give a little preview... already have an introduction! :) 

I try to plan accordingly...  every scene, every shot...

Today I had a terrible evening... 

I didn't know that three beers can "kill me inside..." 

hah .. reminded me of the song "A Little party never killed nobody" :P in my village was a small party. I heard the music in my house... So I took my friends and I went to see what happens... 

it wasn't probably a good idea

  +Lord Guan 
so.. this time show you some photos taken a few days ago. 
recently I had some free time so I looked for some tutorials and I learned the simple editing... here's effect:

This was the first time with this kind of picture so many things are unprocessed... with time it will better and better... 

at least I hope so...

ROSE .. initial theme of my new Intro video... 

Now I need some rest after tonight... 

Have a nice week! 

and once again Thanks for all Your support!! 

Round'n round

Tell me how does it fell
To be so high..
Looking down here



Is it lonely? 

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I listen to Norah Jones... fell in love with her ​​album 
"Feels Like Home" from 2004... accidentally found on youtube :) 
I highly recommend! 

I have new photography! was the sun so why sit at home?! 
some of these was taken today...

N PHOTOGRAPHY 

I will not write anything ... I would gladly wrote the diary... but it will be a time for that.... I'll tell you all about me... and my approach to life... but not today... don't have the mood...  

I want to record a new video... still looking for a theme and inspiration... but I already have some images in my head :)

and this time I took a picture my manager 

(a person who knows everything and helps me build a community of "Lord Guan") 

 Nadia Skałecka 

             Take Care! 

I feel I die...21 grams of soul

feels that something is running out of my body ... 

day-to-day... how can you live when your body is still shouting something. Sure you have those days where you don't see the meaning... I know, you can tell that it will pass .. disappear with time... but for me it takes months ... it's not depression, it's not typical grief ..don't know... 

is the cry of the soul...

can't describe...

If it were that simple...

I feel it in my veins, skin, bones...

but I have to tell you something .. I have massive support...

each of us has something that helps us .. for some it is family, friends, people ...

I will not tell you what helps me...  think most of you will be slightly confused... but it isn't a human... 

but this is the life? to still be under "someone's" wing?
in that case, I'll never be free...

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+Lord Guan 

I promised you to show you in this post pictures taken on the style of Harry Potter...  

in photography you can be anyone... 

Who do you want...  

Creating own world...

probably in the future I will do session like this...
a lot of fun behind the scene!  


boredom + self-timer = 

Today I was shooting my friend ... there is only one Finished.
Was taken in my basement .. this place is horrible! unless you like spiders, dust, cobwebs... 


My first thought of the movie:. "The Lovely Bones" 

glasses found in the woods... for photos all come in handy :)

Take Care friends! :) Thank's for following me on my facebook :)

Who has instagram? Invite all: http://instagram.com/lord_guan