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time has passed... but I'm back!

feel great! better than ever. I'm at the stage of implementation of new ideas in my life. such concrete ideas. not just buying a computer or planning new photo shoot. and now I know that probably you would expect me to said something more.... but reading my previous posts you well know that... so I'll leave it now. 
all in good time! Now let's move on to the next photo shoot! 

I'm glad that this new post will begin new photo session and dance video that I created for the Studio Dance Theatre 

(Pracownia Teatru Tańca)


it all began with that one shot:

I already knew what I wanted to do. Having such a well-organized group with a huge awareness of their body, I was sure that it will succeed.

a lot of work, especially their work... it's a pleasure to work with such a harmonious and conscious group of people. 



Nature is the concept of the photo shoot. 
familiar with the nature.... it's still a bad word

during the planning session the worst thing was that the photographs were not challenging in any way controversial, not to emanated nakedness... 

Such perception would destroy the whole concept.

Now I'm curious how you take it. 

 Pracownia Teatru Tańca is a very close-knit group. because they appeared in one "cluster" and in such a beautiful composition 

(I think)

 I like these photos.

in conjunction interesting is that every photo exudes some emotion.

 I see a certain uncertainty, another curiosity, on yet another total relaxation.

I'm curious about what they were thinking about... because in addition to being together for several years each of these people have their lives, their problems... And so it looks to me.

it shows

there is no indifference

it's time for a video. would recommend you to see all their work...

be in touch with me!

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Space Is Only Noise

officially finished my set of photographs "Understatement"

feel a little lighter... I don't know if I could add something more... these 5 photograph perfectly illustrates my attitude to the subject which I undertook - suicide.

much better to have photographs close, on paper, not only on the computer .. today I sleep with them. 

I'm not sick.

few more days and break... 

not mean lying in bed all day, don't like it.

 more time to think. new projects. 

maybe I will visit England on this holiday. I will write formally on my facebook site. So if you are from the UK, be ready!!!

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Nicolas Jaar in the background... fantastic melody.

 I didn't plan to write today. 

but after the first song something came over me...

I will not write a lot. even today I have to describe my work. Tomorrow presentation.

 Three beers and I take the action! Hold on!

Take me

I didn't realize that it is so hard... what am I thinking? 

I have photographs...  like a medicine... 

I'm just afraid of words 

I'm glad to have found another way to express

people don't understand... people just stare, they see...

 say: it is strange .. but cool... because it is strange.

I very rarely write what I had in my mind while taking photos. 

I wanted to show something... some stories, people should be curious about this if they like it... should go deeper!

 what inspired me... but people just like it. click this button and... finally! I'm sure they have no idea about the fact that the photograph is not just a photograph... 

it's my words.

it's my history, sometimes imaginary... so what? 

 This is not just a piece of "eletronic" "piece"...

I give them life, give them a personality...

 give stories without end... 

I have no idea what is the end... 

this photo was taken a few days ago... 

I thought about the man who has his home, family... happy family. work ... if I was his a neighbor I'd thought he should be proud of what he has. 

he eats dinner with his family, and he says: I'm going for a walk...

and never come back. 

later we learn that he committed suicide. 

I've heard a lot of these situations. 

and l just can't understand it... I know that - is always a reason... 

but his act is a secret for the family... They probably never know the real reason... and this photograph show this...

 torn line... it isn't fully finished thing... 

is interrupted at some point, stopped...

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another photograph

    photo session with my photographer... 

usually is the opposite :P

    she's my "facebook" photographer! 

                            project "show me your smell" (three pics)

and at the end... this beautiful girl :)
so you don't think about my pictures of human bodies :P 

TAKE CARE! 

and thanks for the support! :)

 We've got 70.000 likes on facebook!! :) 

I promise that one day we will drink together! 

unfinished

 and everything behind me... 

  sometimes I'm just afraid of people. 

noticed that quite recently... I started to be aware of this when I pass them on the street. I'm afraid their sight. I always look down when someone avoids me. why do they look? what they think looking at you?

even in the pub, when you sit with your friends...and someone else says something... why do they look when you don't say anything! At such moments, I would like to turn around... View of a wooden tabletop would work for me better... definitely.

  I don't like people. 

I like loneliness...much more... sit alone... or with my dog​... 

I don't mind. 

each time it gets worse. I hope that my mental "stupidity" will not develop... I hope I won't have to run and go another way when someone will be in front of me... 

Then I really start to be afraid of myself.

I see this view a thousand times a day... I'm addicted

and unfinished drawings...

for some time I won't be finishing them... 
later... as something comes to mind...
I'll take them again or I'll start to draw something new... and again. don't finish them.
it is normal... 



I will show you some new photos soon
from the "zombie boy" session. + "behind the scene" video. 

Take Care! and thanks for 68.000 on facebook! 

WINGS

what a horrible days...
I shouldn't complain... but there are some things of which I just can't get away ... people... I'm addicted to some...
it's bad... 
and fate would have it, chose a better way...

Fate - which means: I myself

MAN has |suffering| in his nature... usually not many people thinks about these happier things in our lives when something more important is not the way it should... 
Then we can't enjoy life...because still thinking...

could ever come up with something to be able to stop thinking for a moment ... what a great feeling ... "great" .. I don't know .. so I think.

big plans, big dreams .. and now it's all slowly falling down...


I feel that more and more I "growing up" 
if a few years ago I had the problems that I have now I wouldn't be in this world ... even now I sometimes have scary thought ... but our mind is capable of anything ... so don't let it control us ... I noticed there are two different things ... mind is pernicious...


put to sleep...