not that bad.

really strange feeling... keep running as quickly as possible and suddenly stop.  
This is the end but I don't feel it yet.
feel tense.
forgot about this site... sorry.
Just  want to go back to the photographic and film projects. 
and start something! something for myself... yes- MYSELF 
sounds selfish? it's a good time... when if not now? 

HAZEL HOODIE

I would like to show you new photos... but I have nothing new!
I've even forgotten how my camera looks. 
Now... maybe I'll have more time. 
Meanwhile, I had occasions to help my friend in video project. I played there a photographer (I was surprised that role) and I wanted to make it look realistic so I took real photographs... one of them.

model- Kamila... you don't have to say anything ;) 
I'll take her one day for photoshoot. 

These trees... took this photo a few years ago...

 and still go back to it. or this photo just coming back to me.

I remember the moment when I took this photo. and this memory is more important than photography itself... is so valuable for me.

TAKE CARE! 

Searching

apologize for my absence. a lot of work... projects and... sleeping! yeah! 

I just sleep in every possible free moment... as ever!

recently I recorded the video for my friend - helped with a project at university. Frame from the video below... it just rocks!

crown with horns of a deer and black cape...

 I will definitely be using it once!

and photo from the last photo shoot... 

I must admit that we didn't know what we're doing...

  the background of sky

in my mind is one big photo project...just waiting for this moment... 

but it is impossible to think in that crowded city.

is just difficult to gather my own thoughts.

 I have to go back to my native village... 

a deep breath. take my camera and WORK!

now about something else! my t-shirt! 

when I've added this first time on my facebook page I was shocked at how positive the response was! but it's not so easy just to sell them... there will be more! and I will publish it when projects becomes available.

not photography this time... but something from the college.

task was to create its own brand of water.

 Premium water project. Water only for tasters from Norway. 

I won't be showing you the entire report and other details about it because you probably are not interested... 

Here is only visualization:

Thank you for your patience and for visiting my blog!

 how it is happening?!

Take Care!

breathe

a long time I wasn't here... college, projects (non-photographic)

First! I would like to thank you for 100,000 followers on facebook! It's hard to describe my feeling! a wonderful gift for the new year!

If you have not yet'd like my site, you can like it now 

the worst part is that I really don't know what to do now...I just don't know what you expect from me... still add my pictures. I would like to do something, I would like YOU to create this site with me... yes-create it together.

what's new? in my mind I'm preparing a new project... I won't say nothing else! recently I had the opportunity to work with my good friend, who is studying fashion design... I was in the role of a photographer, she as a designer/stylist... and a model? 

I found the last day... beautiful girl

here in Poland is very cold, so I want to thank my model for persistence ;) 

 new projects soon... please be patient ;) 

Take Care! 

dying inside

Why is everything have to be so confusing. I'm so mentally weak!
and I hate it in myself. I wish I could see in the way you all see so I wouldn't see the things inside me. Fear.

I just don't know what I need.


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It's natural that a person behaves differently in his house when he is alone and otherwise in a public place. each of us has somewhere hidden "characters", sometimes very contradictory. 
it's not wrong. I include myself to them. 

Today's photo session was based mainly on our characters.

there is a lot of loneliness... 

isolation... 

we have those moments in your life when you feel that you need someone... excess is bad ... also lack of

existence

I swear that you could hear it.

I planned a little different photo shoot but there were some "complications"

I will not tell you what it was because it's too silly.

Photography which might be called: 

"dissociative identity disorder" 

This is the main issue.  

if you think you know yourself. 
Try to imagine a person with multiple personality...
I wish I had a pleasure to talk with such a person. 
I think these pictures would be for me more important. in this case it was an experiment. My "theater".

but it is good! as before, doing a project about "suicides" I haven't met such a person... the only thing I knew- the stories told by my mother (she is an expert in these matters) 

TAKE CARE! 

the cage was a place I belong

I'm officially a photographer! nothing has changed

think a little differently

 now 

just afraid to lose the passion that I had while I was in school. looking for topics.

think it's a good time to create a full portfolio. 

new project... 

 still think...where to start.. what will be my crutch...

and where will be my limit...

I have limits - and thank for it.

Pope still not chosen

it will be time when I start writing the entire report of my work. currently I don't know what I'm doing.

Take Care! 

Space Is Only Noise

officially finished my set of photographs "Understatement"

feel a little lighter... I don't know if I could add something more... these 5 photograph perfectly illustrates my attitude to the subject which I undertook - suicide.

much better to have photographs close, on paper, not only on the computer .. today I sleep with them. 

I'm not sick.

few more days and break... 

not mean lying in bed all day, don't like it.

 more time to think. new projects. 

maybe I will visit England on this holiday. I will write formally on my facebook site. So if you are from the UK, be ready!!!

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Nicolas Jaar in the background... fantastic melody.

 I didn't plan to write today. 

but after the first song something came over me...

I will not write a lot. even today I have to describe my work. Tomorrow presentation.

 Three beers and I take the action! Hold on!