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czwartek, 30 stycznia 2014

unfinished

 and everything behind me... 



  sometimes I'm just afraid of people. 
noticed that quite recently... I started to be aware of this when I pass them on the street. I'm afraid their sight. I always look down when someone avoids me. why do they look? what they think looking at you?

even in the pub, when you sit with your friends...and someone else says something... why do they look when you don't say anything! At such moments, I would like to turn around... View of a wooden tabletop would work for me better... definitely.


  I don't like people. 

I like loneliness...much more... sit alone... or with my dog​... 
I don't mind. 

each time it gets worse. I hope that my mental "stupidity" will not develop... I hope I won't have to run and go another way when someone will be in front of me... 


Then I really start to be afraid of myself.


I see this view a thousand times a day... I'm addicted

and unfinished drawings...


for some time I won't be finishing them... 
later... as something comes to mind...
I'll take them again or I'll start to draw something new... and again. don't finish them.
it is normal... 



I will show you some new photos soon
from the "zombie boy" session. + "behind the scene" video. 

Take Care! and thanks for 68.000 on facebook! 



poniedziałek, 6 stycznia 2014

Such emptiness...


I have to admit that this free time has given me a lot...
  I won't be talking about my Christmas.. uf.

topic that interests me the most... smell! 
the smell of human flesh!

I know...sounds awful... 
currently have only two photos.
I haven't so much time so every spare time spend on planning! this photos should be different...  what a job!



the best part is that I do it to pass the (photography)exam... 
but I feel immense pleasure reading various materials of human cadaver odor... the most important for me is to do something for myself... Recommend you all! every little moment to sacrifice the things you love... what a feeling!!! probably many of you have a hobby and knows what I'm talking about;)




besides, I've taken my friends some photos... 


feel bad... don't know what I really want, don't know is it good what I'm doing...        fucking life!


I guess I really need someone to take my hand and show me everything... tell me what to do... as a child...


I am terribly afraid that I... can't stand this strain...
every step hurts... and this damn uncertainty!!

Why I say this?? 

you don't know me... 



 maybe it is good that college begins again...  






and photo shoot inspired: Hobbit and elves




and finally:





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