Right Now

at the beginning: 

As free as a bird, as neat as a word...

spent this weekend with my friends...pulled away a little bit "from life" --> I think I never laughed like that night
(like a "madman") 


Here's my new photo taken by N.S
made this shirt. It took me a long time btw I'm not a good tailor 

Of course... I visited the "sushi bar" :) 
looks and tastes delicious!

I am very happy that the "Woo Arts" supports my work and put my photography on their site. 

It is a honor for me... Thank you so much! 

I want to record some video. Money from my blog and video I will give to charity. This is the only good thing I can do. 

I don't have a big impact on what's happening... 

I know that I can't change anything... but I think that the most important is "act". If everyone takes part in it will be pleased with the fact that he did something good. 

Just one button, 1 views. I hope that you add me support. 

More details I will write in another post.

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Recently I had the honor to attend the meeting. My 19-year-old friend, "Lara La Voe," wrote a book. I have not read it yet, but I heard about what it is, it's amazing that in mind as a young woman is so much passion and artistry! It was very inspiring ...

I must have it!

More information:

Retrospectively written, „3 Flakes of Camellia” is an unbelievable story of a friendship, impressing mark on a trail to eternal glory, love beating the boundries of death and addictions — not to substances but to people. It’s a story about hard art of dying and even harder art of living. 

This 19-Year-Old debut takes the readers inside the deepest place in human nature, where — thanks to empathic narration from the character’s perspective — they experience highly emotional adventure in the world of art...

my photo with book

Recently I haven't shared any photography in a long time..time!!!! I hope that soon I'll do something interesting... 

Here last picture taken during the "party" 

My friend Olah

yeeep

taken during the "party" 

 my head!!! :( take some pills... Talk to you soon!
                  

                  Thanks for all! 

Kill Kill

Help me!

I have no strength. My life has turned 180 degrees.

fucking sad!!! My day looks the same. I come back from work when it is already dark. This is another reason why I don't like winter.

cold, dark ...I feel the same on the inside. 

do not give me so much pain!

It is not as it should be ...

but I can't complain ... not on the internet, it's probably not a good place

...but you probably know what it's like when you have a head full of thoughts, that scream. and you want to make someone finally noticed. my life is not as beautiful as you think...

                               THE END 


maybe you know it from facebook :) if you don't:

I don't have dental braces!!!!!
2 years of true suffering just gone/go away :P you know what I mean

Lord Guan breakfast ^^ + coffee of course :) 

That's how I start each day!

once again, my computer broke down :( 

Fortunately I have another place for my images and videos.

 more secure...

Recently I recorded a new video. for fun. Anyway, what I'm doing on seriously?

Here's few seconds of new video

 a huge hug for you!  =^^= 

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Here's latest photo shoot. Just one photo.

I'll show you more in the next post :) 

Thank you that you are reading this blog :)

it is a huge success for me. and a good start to something great!

See you next time!!!

You can always follow me on my facebook site

The first and last

so... FIRST! ---> the weather is not good!!!
can't realize my plans...
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29.400 likes on facebook ^^ I would like to thank everyone individually but it probably isn't possible :P  

Thank you all! once again for your support! 
You give me motivation!

it really change my life
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Here's my new photography :) taken yewsterday

and the same photo in color

Night of horror movies!! with my manageress ^^ 

great! great! was great!! 

Malvina -> sorry that I took your ticket :P

I think I want to buy the whole H&M store.

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Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing.

Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
But tears don't mean you're losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are

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These words have a great value for me! 

I follow this way

R.B 

Natalie 







I'll try to give you some video soon :P

You can always follow me on my facebook site