Always know when to stop...

I don't know what to say first...

 recently I recorded part of my new video... 

I called it "The Cry Of The Soul"... why?

I want to show you my image of "fear", "anxiety", but I mean the internal state.... what's "going on" in my mind

(nothing is clear ) 

 This is a brief "picture" of what I always wanted to show...

 it can't be described in words...

I feel a great desire to create something... something that will help me to show what I can't say...

"The Cry of The Soul" 

The soul is our private part... I am not talking here about faith. I just want to show that everyone is different... and the "soul" is this element that clearly distinguishes us... soul can be everything for us...

rose is a one of the symbol of my videos. everything has own importance and it is part of what I am experiencing .. (and maybe you too)

+Lord Guan 

Here is a short trailer!(sounds like I recorded a great movie :P)

(you can you turn down the sound at the top of the screen)

 

btw I want to thank all of you who sent me your photo!

 I made a special collage :P You are all great!!! 

and here's me ^^ taken by N.S :) 

we made this photo in the middle of the night... wasn't planned .. but we wanted to do something :) 

we watched the various portfolios of the various model agencies :P and finally we took the camera and we walked around the house and take some photos ^^ 

and here new photo shoot... taken yesterday :) 

the weather was great...

 and finally photo with my own photographer!!! one and only!  

      Take Care friends! Have a nice week! :) 




 

I'm addicted...

I don't know if you know, but we have 45,000 likes on facebook!:)

still remember how I started to create my page :) it feels great! 

I plan to record a new video! Soon I will give a little preview... already have an introduction! :) 

I try to plan accordingly...  every scene, every shot...

Today I had a terrible evening... 

I didn't know that three beers can "kill me inside..." 

hah .. reminded me of the song "A Little party never killed nobody" :P in my village was a small party. I heard the music in my house... So I took my friends and I went to see what happens... 

it wasn't probably a good idea

  +Lord Guan 
so.. this time show you some photos taken a few days ago. 
recently I had some free time so I looked for some tutorials and I learned the simple editing... here's effect:

This was the first time with this kind of picture so many things are unprocessed... with time it will better and better... 

at least I hope so...

ROSE .. initial theme of my new Intro video... 

Now I need some rest after tonight... 

Have a nice week! 

and once again Thanks for all Your support!! 

Some things just make sense...

hope that you're all okay...

Now, when I wrote it in the outside sprinkles  a light rain... great atmosphere... with a coffee lying in bed and trying to write anything ... I want to provide you what I feel, I want to show you new pictures, video projects ... and much more.


if ever you asked yourself what you want to achieve in life?
if what you are doing is really needed... do it for yourself? life is not long ... but it gives us a chance to show yourself! in every way .. I think that you need to "fulfill"! I don't know if this is a good word... 
no matter who you are (what you do, how you work) it is normal that people working on it to make money .. in today's world, money is important ... but we must remember that we are still us! and while we have a chance we need to use it!


because I'm still looking for myself... I think/I believe! that someday I will find it and I will be satisfied in who I am...
want it with all my heart...

a lot of people say that love is the most important... 
and I have something to say...
love is important... but only true... each other are just "close friends" not that when "every week" we have someone new... it depends on what you want? You can try to indefinitely... 
and may finally that person prove that is this one, true person.


I think that love is growing gradually... we must first go through a simple "knowledge of a person" it's really a long process... but nothing is an obstacle ... 

Time is chasing us, yes, it's true... but if I have to be honest. I prefer to have a real love even for several years... just true love.. not fleeting...



I don't understand this world ... I don't understand people... their behavior...

nobody said it was easy... problems are forever! everyone makes mistakes, everyone!

why? because we are only human...

I hurt a lot of people...

I drank just one beer and  I want to write and write... STOP! 
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some fresh pictures:

this girl finishes middle school soon... and  must admit, she is really pretty..

other

recently I was on a motorcycle show in 2013 in Wroclaw ...

 I taken some photos there too...

and a little suprice... Lord Guan with these beautiful ladies... taken by Thomas! :)

TAKE CARE!